Mmmm, a new month in the year of 2012. I am turning 40 and everything seemed better to me. Not better in term of living and anything physical though. I am now more firm with my decisions and and can see more of my future.
My living is still simple but there are fillings in as my daughter is growing up. I am now renovating my home but bit by bit as I don't have that much money. It was hard decision but after 10 years everything needed mends here and there. Better do something about it before it's too late and I may need to spend more.
Fasting month is coming. My contractor started the project way too late, so I think we might only be able to finish half of it . I wonder why I always start a project late like this. I guess I ' m afraid that I might spend too much and always make a postpone till it's already in the middle of the year. Rich people can just say and it be done but me, oh, no, should I, should I. Sometimes spending money makes me feel guilty but giving it to family members or my parents is satisfying.
