Mmmm, a new month in the year of 2012. I am turning 40 and everything seemed better to me. Not better in term of living and anything physical though. I am now more firm with my decisions and and can see more of my future.
My living is still simple but there are fillings in as my daughter is growing up. I am now renovating my home but bit by bit as I don't have that much money. It was hard decision but after 10 years everything needed mends here and there. Better do something about it before it's too late and I may need to spend more.
Fasting month is coming. My contractor started the project way too late, so I think we might only be able to finish half of it . I wonder why I always start a project late like this. I guess I ' m afraid that I might spend too much and always make a postpone till it's already in the middle of the year. Rich people can just say and it be done but me, oh, no, should I, should I. Sometimes spending money makes me feel guilty but giving it to family members or my parents is satisfying.
Friday, 13 July 2012
Friday, 6 January 2012
My daughter's first day to school.
Hi! I am on leave today. I never thought sending my child on her first formal education could be so emotional. Yes, sending her to a new place and leaving her to adjust to the new surrounding, I hope she can cope with it. But, she was so calm. Maybe because I have been talking about it for months. She's kinda been looking forward to it. As usual, the father is so calm. Maybe I am over excited, I remember the sleepless nights I had days before that first day.
The teachers are all set as they seemed to carry out their duty. I am just curious that's all. Well, compared to my school, mine was much better. But despite of the lack of many facilities, it's all depending upon the child itself. I thought, the school in the 20's should be better of, but, well, we are living in a small district, we should be grateful then. No school playground and a very basic canteen. In my opinion, a school canteen should sell many kinds of food in an interesting presentation to make kids love to have food. Healthy food can come in many forms.
A beautiful water fountain with flowers arranged so beautifully is also a good source of inspiration for children. They would be very proud of their school just like I did. I love my school so much but I have to move school because my father got transferred. in my middle Form 2. After that another 3 schools. So the first school is the longest length of attendance. But my memories in the old school will never diminish. The teachers, environment, the library, canteen, classmates, schoolmates and playground. I hope that my child will also get to love her new school and everything that comes with it as I did before. To my daughter, mama wish you all the best. Just go on with your life and cherish it. May Allah Bless You.
The teachers are all set as they seemed to carry out their duty. I am just curious that's all. Well, compared to my school, mine was much better. But despite of the lack of many facilities, it's all depending upon the child itself. I thought, the school in the 20's should be better of, but, well, we are living in a small district, we should be grateful then. No school playground and a very basic canteen. In my opinion, a school canteen should sell many kinds of food in an interesting presentation to make kids love to have food. Healthy food can come in many forms.
A beautiful water fountain with flowers arranged so beautifully is also a good source of inspiration for children. They would be very proud of their school just like I did. I love my school so much but I have to move school because my father got transferred. in my middle Form 2. After that another 3 schools. So the first school is the longest length of attendance. But my memories in the old school will never diminish. The teachers, environment, the library, canteen, classmates, schoolmates and playground. I hope that my child will also get to love her new school and everything that comes with it as I did before. To my daughter, mama wish you all the best. Just go on with your life and cherish it. May Allah Bless You.
Friday, 14 October 2011
chicken pox
CHICKEN POX.......
At this age of 39 , I am infected with chicken pox!!!!!!! I am surprised. I got cold fever for 3 days before the blisters actually showed themselves.
My hubby got infected when he was in Form 4 so, he's already familiar with it. Friends thought that it was because of my diabetics and I myself thought that I was too exhausted travelling last week. So many wild thoughts and the caused turned themselves up only after 3 days. My body aches suggested that I might be pregnant, said one of my friends. Oucch, can't be, I said. Am having my period.
These past few days I had been complaining to hubby of not having enough quality time together, so he suggested that I was thinking too much it affected me physically.So, early next day, I showed up at the Outpatient Department and was ' gifted ' 3 days medical certificate.
To tell the truth, the symptoms were much more painful than the infection itself. My body aching everywhere and it really is a big problem to sleep that I have to take pain killer and paracetamol for my cold fever. I have to mention it as cold fever because it make me shivers. At work, I actually went to the store to keep out of the cold. Lying uncomfortably on the floor. I didn't want to inform my friends, because I usually ended explaining this and that. I'd rather get a good and quiet rest.
The biggest matter is how to protect my little daughter from this infection. Soon, I was explaining the disease to her and drawed borders between us. This means she has a distance limit towards me. Oh, I hope she'll be protected.
The blisters is now all over my face and upper body parts. Dr. Ita provided me with anti-viral which I should swallow every 4 hours. 4 tablets/4 hours. Now my body is not aching but the blisters gives a very itchy sense. I already cut my nails and am really having the biggest task in my life and that is ------- preventing myself from scratching!!!!!!!!!!!!
My face looks like a toad's skin! Very well. I will give you more details later on. I should rest. Today hubby takes my place accompanying my daughter to her piano class.
At this age of 39 , I am infected with chicken pox!!!!!!! I am surprised. I got cold fever for 3 days before the blisters actually showed themselves.
My hubby got infected when he was in Form 4 so, he's already familiar with it. Friends thought that it was because of my diabetics and I myself thought that I was too exhausted travelling last week. So many wild thoughts and the caused turned themselves up only after 3 days. My body aches suggested that I might be pregnant, said one of my friends. Oucch, can't be, I said. Am having my period.
These past few days I had been complaining to hubby of not having enough quality time together, so he suggested that I was thinking too much it affected me physically.So, early next day, I showed up at the Outpatient Department and was ' gifted ' 3 days medical certificate.
To tell the truth, the symptoms were much more painful than the infection itself. My body aching everywhere and it really is a big problem to sleep that I have to take pain killer and paracetamol for my cold fever. I have to mention it as cold fever because it make me shivers. At work, I actually went to the store to keep out of the cold. Lying uncomfortably on the floor. I didn't want to inform my friends, because I usually ended explaining this and that. I'd rather get a good and quiet rest.
The biggest matter is how to protect my little daughter from this infection. Soon, I was explaining the disease to her and drawed borders between us. This means she has a distance limit towards me. Oh, I hope she'll be protected.
The blisters is now all over my face and upper body parts. Dr. Ita provided me with anti-viral which I should swallow every 4 hours. 4 tablets/4 hours. Now my body is not aching but the blisters gives a very itchy sense. I already cut my nails and am really having the biggest task in my life and that is ------- preventing myself from scratching!!!!!!!!!!!!
My face looks like a toad's skin! Very well. I will give you more details later on. I should rest. Today hubby takes my place accompanying my daughter to her piano class.
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
It's only September
Gosh! It's only September and my leave is only 5 days in balance. I had really been a busy and unhealthy these days. A few medical certificates too. I don't know if I can keep it up till end of December to register my little girl to Primary School.
I am gaining weight as well. My, oh my! What am I suppose to do? Hopeless me but still I feel good about myself. I am proud with my hubby and daughter. There are many times that I tend to loose grip but my hubby still keeps as calm as he is and to think about it, it comforts me afterwards. He is so stable that he never seemed to react agressively towards me. 15 years of marriage and he is still that same man I married, calm and just so kind.
Maybe he was meant to compliment my emotional being. My daughter is part of him, anyway. I hope and pray that she will grow up being more like her dad. Sometimes I wonder, how he can cope life so easily. Only one thing bothers me. He seldom burst into laughter ( the calm sight ) and it's very hard to hear him talking badly about anything.
Don't say I am just trying to say that he's the best, no. I am talking about the good side of him.
I am gaining weight as well. My, oh my! What am I suppose to do? Hopeless me but still I feel good about myself. I am proud with my hubby and daughter. There are many times that I tend to loose grip but my hubby still keeps as calm as he is and to think about it, it comforts me afterwards. He is so stable that he never seemed to react agressively towards me. 15 years of marriage and he is still that same man I married, calm and just so kind.
Maybe he was meant to compliment my emotional being. My daughter is part of him, anyway. I hope and pray that she will grow up being more like her dad. Sometimes I wonder, how he can cope life so easily. Only one thing bothers me. He seldom burst into laughter ( the calm sight ) and it's very hard to hear him talking badly about anything.
Don't say I am just trying to say that he's the best, no. I am talking about the good side of him.
Tuesday, 19 July 2011
Uhuh......Kuala Lumpur.................
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
What is there to say?Last week I went to Kuala Lumpur on Saturday. Pity I forgot to book ourselves a hotel room. I ended up roaming the capital city looking for the perfect and affordable room. All of the hotels are packed. Putra Hotel, Vistana, Plaza, First Business Inn, Grand Continental, Prescott Inn and etc. Finally, at 2.00 pm, we drived out of Kuala Lumpur and ended up shopping in Bentong, Pahang. We stayed in Kristall Inn and have to make up in a big family room, the only room available.
But mind you, if you have a big budget, this might not apply to you. As for me, I am not willing to spend more. The hotel room in Bentong is cheaper compared to Kuala Lumpur. For the same price, the room would be much smaller, but, of course in the heart of a big city with all the amneties you can wish for.
When we arrived in Kuala Lumpur, we were stucked at Chow Kit Road. The shopping complex, Sogo is only around 150 metres away but because of the jammed road, we can only wait. I think we were there around 3 hours before I can actually set my foot on Sogo. People are so packed too like sardines in the can. I didn't expect this. Been to Kuala Lumpur so many times already. Maybe because it's Kuala Lumpur Festival and shopping fair.
No matter if it's inflation or whatever, Malaysians are still not that poor. If you can't afford shopping in Berjaya Times Square, you can go to Bukit Bintang, if you still can't afford, go to Sogo, still expensive, go to Masjid India. Still expensive, go to Chow Kit. Ha...ha.......Still expensive, go to the RM 2.00 store where everything will cost you the flat price RM 2.00. What I want to express here is, nobody is left out to do their shopping. If you really don't have the money to spend, just go for window shopping. no harm. Totally free.
What is there to say?Last week I went to Kuala Lumpur on Saturday. Pity I forgot to book ourselves a hotel room. I ended up roaming the capital city looking for the perfect and affordable room. All of the hotels are packed. Putra Hotel, Vistana, Plaza, First Business Inn, Grand Continental, Prescott Inn and etc. Finally, at 2.00 pm, we drived out of Kuala Lumpur and ended up shopping in Bentong, Pahang. We stayed in Kristall Inn and have to make up in a big family room, the only room available.
But mind you, if you have a big budget, this might not apply to you. As for me, I am not willing to spend more. The hotel room in Bentong is cheaper compared to Kuala Lumpur. For the same price, the room would be much smaller, but, of course in the heart of a big city with all the amneties you can wish for.
When we arrived in Kuala Lumpur, we were stucked at Chow Kit Road. The shopping complex, Sogo is only around 150 metres away but because of the jammed road, we can only wait. I think we were there around 3 hours before I can actually set my foot on Sogo. People are so packed too like sardines in the can. I didn't expect this. Been to Kuala Lumpur so many times already. Maybe because it's Kuala Lumpur Festival and shopping fair.
No matter if it's inflation or whatever, Malaysians are still not that poor. If you can't afford shopping in Berjaya Times Square, you can go to Bukit Bintang, if you still can't afford, go to Sogo, still expensive, go to Masjid India. Still expensive, go to Chow Kit. Ha...ha.......Still expensive, go to the RM 2.00 store where everything will cost you the flat price RM 2.00. What I want to express here is, nobody is left out to do their shopping. If you really don't have the money to spend, just go for window shopping. no harm. Totally free.
Thursday, 7 July 2011
New school bag
Hi! It's been a long time since my last visit to my own blog. Not being well to write anything. Mind blocked. But, I am still sane, okay. Maybe, just too tired. Hubby working most weekends making me kinda stress a bit. Trapped around this town most of the weeks, makes me really exhausted to work in the weekdays. So, lucky of you out there who still get to enjoy your weekends, I mean both Saturday and Sunday.
Back to talking about my daughter's class. The class is rather intensive and really challenging because my daughter refuse practising at home. Too much activity at home like watching cartoon, playing her nintendo and reading comics, she just can't get enough of everything.
Today, she came back from kindergarden rather sad. Well, troughout yesterday and this morning, she's been talking about her school's drawing competition today. She said she will get a bag as a present. When she entered the car in the evening, her eyes were filled with tears. I wander what was the matter. Ooops! She didn't get the bag she had been talking about. I persuaded her and explained that maybe she didn't colour nice enough to get the present from her teacher. Only two students got the bag and both were her best friends.
I told her it's okay. Mummy can buy you a bag similar to that. So, this evening we had been searching for the particular bag. Fortunately we managed to find one. She became a happy girl all over again. Children. I remember during my school days, I used to sew back my torn old bag, just because I want to help my father save money.
Back to talking about my daughter's class. The class is rather intensive and really challenging because my daughter refuse practising at home. Too much activity at home like watching cartoon, playing her nintendo and reading comics, she just can't get enough of everything.
Today, she came back from kindergarden rather sad. Well, troughout yesterday and this morning, she's been talking about her school's drawing competition today. She said she will get a bag as a present. When she entered the car in the evening, her eyes were filled with tears. I wander what was the matter. Ooops! She didn't get the bag she had been talking about. I persuaded her and explained that maybe she didn't colour nice enough to get the present from her teacher. Only two students got the bag and both were her best friends.
I told her it's okay. Mummy can buy you a bag similar to that. So, this evening we had been searching for the particular bag. Fortunately we managed to find one. She became a happy girl all over again. Children. I remember during my school days, I used to sew back my torn old bag, just because I want to help my father save money.
Saturday, 23 April 2011
Diabetis Mellitus
Everyone, watchout! I am not prepared to cope with this disease. The moment the Medical Officer informed me, it felt like being hit by a big stone. It also felt like being poked by a sharp knife deep inside my heart. I felt like everything is over for me. I know this disease but when it infected me, I felt like it's nothing familiar. It's like being robbed by a burglar. All those things especially eating agenda became a fearsome activity to me plus my husband's spying eyes trying to protect me from side effects.
Oh! I need someone to hear me out. Taking the medication is a challenge and burden to me. I don't know how to control my diet plus the medication. If I eat less could it effect my glucose level which had been controlled by the tablets? I can't understand how to balance the medication with my food intake.
I had a very bad week last week. I felt so sick which I can't explain how it exactly felt. My eyes felt blotted. My fingers painful and my head felt stupid and confuse, not headache. Today, I feel vey bad, too. My eyeball felt like it's going out and my head feel silly. My body is strengtful but without a steady head I can't think and perform my household tasks. So as at work. I am not sick but without my head working properly, I can't concentrate. I remember that Monday evening at work. The test which I usually finish in only half an hour, actually took me 3 hours because I can't concentrate and need to shut my eyes every few minutes.
I am learning. Maybe I need time to accept the fact because most of my senior family members are diabetic patients as well. What I would really have problem with is the good and delicious food......Ouch......I love food! Enough for today. My eyes are painful.
Oh! I need someone to hear me out. Taking the medication is a challenge and burden to me. I don't know how to control my diet plus the medication. If I eat less could it effect my glucose level which had been controlled by the tablets? I can't understand how to balance the medication with my food intake.
I had a very bad week last week. I felt so sick which I can't explain how it exactly felt. My eyes felt blotted. My fingers painful and my head felt stupid and confuse, not headache. Today, I feel vey bad, too. My eyeball felt like it's going out and my head feel silly. My body is strengtful but without a steady head I can't think and perform my household tasks. So as at work. I am not sick but without my head working properly, I can't concentrate. I remember that Monday evening at work. The test which I usually finish in only half an hour, actually took me 3 hours because I can't concentrate and need to shut my eyes every few minutes.
I am learning. Maybe I need time to accept the fact because most of my senior family members are diabetic patients as well. What I would really have problem with is the good and delicious food......Ouch......I love food! Enough for today. My eyes are painful.
Saturday, 12 March 2011
Japan Battered By Tsunami
Tsunami again? It happenened in Japan yesterday. The tragedy causes lost of lives and nearly everything was swept away. Cars, houses and anything on the earth battered by it. I pity the people of Japan. I hope they will gain back what they've lost in a short time because they are popular with their strong will power.
Nobody can go against God's rulling upon this earth. Everything that occurs is a reminder to us humans that there's a limit in whatever we do. Our mother earth is getting older and matured. I hope and pray that everything will recover because we are all just humans with love and destiny within us. Fortunately, my new friend, Kana's family in Osaka is not involved.
Nobody can go against God's rulling upon this earth. Everything that occurs is a reminder to us humans that there's a limit in whatever we do. Our mother earth is getting older and matured. I hope and pray that everything will recover because we are all just humans with love and destiny within us. Fortunately, my new friend, Kana's family in Osaka is not involved.
Sunday, 6 March 2011
Yamaha Music School
Hi, how are you? New to my blog? I hope it's friendly enough. Just a simple mum with a big heart.
Quite busy these days as my daughter is growing smarter these days, her activities are of variety that I can't really express how proud I am to be her mum. She's very active and always in need of my attention.
Seeing that she's so active, I made the decision to send her to Yamaha Music School. Not that I want her to be a musician, but just to give her something to enjoy and appreciate. I want her to love music and see life's beautiful colours through music.
It's been 3 months since we've attended the Junior Music Class and I can see how she enjoys it. The only thing is, it took us an hour journey for the class. I finish work at 5.00pm and later pick her from kindergarden. Then straight home to change clothes, take dinner and be prepared for the 7.30pm class every Friday as a routine.
I admit that we are sometimes too tired to open our mouth to sing but we gain strength 15 minutes afterwards when we start to enjoy the class. My daughter sometimes is too shy to sing aloud but teacher David said never mind. The JMC is for them to listen and enjoy music but still she have to practice at home.
I have an acoustic Yamaha guitar but I can't play. I can only stream the simple chords. I hope one day, I can actually play it well. I love music. I can listen to any music as long as it's music. My ears are open to any genre.
Quite busy these days as my daughter is growing smarter these days, her activities are of variety that I can't really express how proud I am to be her mum. She's very active and always in need of my attention.
Seeing that she's so active, I made the decision to send her to Yamaha Music School. Not that I want her to be a musician, but just to give her something to enjoy and appreciate. I want her to love music and see life's beautiful colours through music.
It's been 3 months since we've attended the Junior Music Class and I can see how she enjoys it. The only thing is, it took us an hour journey for the class. I finish work at 5.00pm and later pick her from kindergarden. Then straight home to change clothes, take dinner and be prepared for the 7.30pm class every Friday as a routine.
I admit that we are sometimes too tired to open our mouth to sing but we gain strength 15 minutes afterwards when we start to enjoy the class. My daughter sometimes is too shy to sing aloud but teacher David said never mind. The JMC is for them to listen and enjoy music but still she have to practice at home.
I have an acoustic Yamaha guitar but I can't play. I can only stream the simple chords. I hope one day, I can actually play it well. I love music. I can listen to any music as long as it's music. My ears are open to any genre.
Sunday, 30 January 2011
Holiday
Hi, I am very sorry for the long silence. Huh.....very hard to get a good connection nowadays. I sometimes needed to wait so long even at late midnight. Can't spend too much time in front of the laptop. House chores waiting and my daughter needed lots of attention. Even swallowing water can be an interesting event for her.
So much too share with you all. Well, yesterday I spent a night in Kuala Lumpur. I asked to stay in Grand Seasons Hotel. My hubby agreed but unfortunately the big hotel is full. There's only suites left. Oh, no. Just to spend a night, we just can't waste money on that.
Later we head for Putra Hotel in front of Institut Jantung Negara ( Malaysia Heart Institute ). Also the same response. Full house. I like this hotel. So quiet and peaceful. So, we then went to Plaza Hotel. We spend the night and slept immediately because we arrived at Kuala Lumpur around 10.00pm plus spending time in search for hotel.
We actually left for Kuala Lumpur at 8.30pm after my daughter's piano lesson. Quite exhausted after a one day work for me and hubby, and one whole day day kindergarden attendance for my loving daughter.
We woke up for an early 7.00am breakfast. Then we rest a while before checking out at 10.00am. We planned to watch movies in Midvalley Megamall but again, the big parking lots are full house due to IT Fair and coming Chinese New Year Grand Sale. What a weekend.
Then we decided to go to The Mines. Fortunately, not many people here. We took our lunch before doing some shopping. I got myself two pairs of clothes, that's all. There was a Looney Tune show and it really interest my daughter. We watch the simple appearance of Tweety, Sylvester and Bugs Bunny. Later we caught a photo for rememberance.
Lastly, we went for a boat trip on the lake. The Mines is actually a resort which is build on a previously tin mine. The boat are taken in the middle of the shopping complex. The building of the shopping complex is connected with a bridge and below is the lake water. Come and see for yourself.
We experience the water lift. From 7metres, we were shifted to 2metres of water dept. I don't know how to explain. Come and experience it yourself. Later, we were taken around the big lake and watch the greenery, The Horse of Golden Palace ( not sure ) Hotel, tortoise and fish feeding. The wind breeze is really soothing to my ears and skin. I love the ride so much and must come again. Our boat ride takes around 50 minutes. I will cherish it.
We left The Mines with memories and then headed for Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju. Want to take my daughter for the children playground park. We also watched the Chinese New Year dancing shows. Dance are by school children. My daughter enjoyed the show.
So exhausted but seeing how happy my daughter is, makes me really happy. I want to give her everything I can afford especially happiness. I love her very much. May she be blessed with lots of love and good fortune in the future.
So much too share with you all. Well, yesterday I spent a night in Kuala Lumpur. I asked to stay in Grand Seasons Hotel. My hubby agreed but unfortunately the big hotel is full. There's only suites left. Oh, no. Just to spend a night, we just can't waste money on that.
Later we head for Putra Hotel in front of Institut Jantung Negara ( Malaysia Heart Institute ). Also the same response. Full house. I like this hotel. So quiet and peaceful. So, we then went to Plaza Hotel. We spend the night and slept immediately because we arrived at Kuala Lumpur around 10.00pm plus spending time in search for hotel.
We actually left for Kuala Lumpur at 8.30pm after my daughter's piano lesson. Quite exhausted after a one day work for me and hubby, and one whole day day kindergarden attendance for my loving daughter.
We woke up for an early 7.00am breakfast. Then we rest a while before checking out at 10.00am. We planned to watch movies in Midvalley Megamall but again, the big parking lots are full house due to IT Fair and coming Chinese New Year Grand Sale. What a weekend.
Then we decided to go to The Mines. Fortunately, not many people here. We took our lunch before doing some shopping. I got myself two pairs of clothes, that's all. There was a Looney Tune show and it really interest my daughter. We watch the simple appearance of Tweety, Sylvester and Bugs Bunny. Later we caught a photo for rememberance.
Lastly, we went for a boat trip on the lake. The Mines is actually a resort which is build on a previously tin mine. The boat are taken in the middle of the shopping complex. The building of the shopping complex is connected with a bridge and below is the lake water. Come and see for yourself.
We experience the water lift. From 7metres, we were shifted to 2metres of water dept. I don't know how to explain. Come and experience it yourself. Later, we were taken around the big lake and watch the greenery, The Horse of Golden Palace ( not sure ) Hotel, tortoise and fish feeding. The wind breeze is really soothing to my ears and skin. I love the ride so much and must come again. Our boat ride takes around 50 minutes. I will cherish it.
We left The Mines with memories and then headed for Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju. Want to take my daughter for the children playground park. We also watched the Chinese New Year dancing shows. Dance are by school children. My daughter enjoyed the show.
So exhausted but seeing how happy my daughter is, makes me really happy. I want to give her everything I can afford especially happiness. I love her very much. May she be blessed with lots of love and good fortune in the future.
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| tortoise and fish of the lake ( The Mines ) |
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| The boat- feeding the swan |
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| swan of the lake (The Mines) |
Monday, 22 November 2010
Japanese - new friend
A few weeks ago, I have been saying to my hubby. Hubby, look at that chinese girl. Riding a bicycle every morning. It's been a long time since I've seen someone riding a bicycle in our community. I said, that's why most chinese are successful, see, this lady is biking in the street. The one and only cyclist that I can see.
Then, one lucky day, I got to know her. Little that I suspected that she's a japanese because she looks chinese just like most of my chinese friends. Fair and straight haired. She spoke fluent Bahasa Melayu and is very friendly. She did not hesitate when I asked her lots of questions. Well, it's nice to know somebody from other country. I can't afford to go there but at least I can imagine it.
I got to know her name and origin. She's from Osaka. I'll surf the internet to get some idea of life in Osaka. Meanwhile, I'm not mentioning her name. Not nice, right. If she's reading this, well, it's nice to know you and thanks for entertaining my questionaires. I hope that one day, I'll get to visit Japan.
Then, one lucky day, I got to know her. Little that I suspected that she's a japanese because she looks chinese just like most of my chinese friends. Fair and straight haired. She spoke fluent Bahasa Melayu and is very friendly. She did not hesitate when I asked her lots of questions. Well, it's nice to know somebody from other country. I can't afford to go there but at least I can imagine it.
I got to know her name and origin. She's from Osaka. I'll surf the internet to get some idea of life in Osaka. Meanwhile, I'm not mentioning her name. Not nice, right. If she's reading this, well, it's nice to know you and thanks for entertaining my questionaires. I hope that one day, I'll get to visit Japan.
Wednesday, 10 November 2010
Tuesday, 9 November 2010
In great pain
Everyone, I am in pain. My fingers are so painful especially the joints. There are also bumps at the bone. I AM SO SCARED. What could it be? I have taken painkillers prescribed by the doctor but it do me no good. My wrist is painful too.
How am I to write in comfort. Oh, God, please heal me. My daughter is only 5 years old and I got her only after 9 years of marriage. I finally conceive after years of treatments. I want to give her my best motherhood. Please, if you come across this, pray for me no matter what religion you are.
How am I to write in comfort. Oh, God, please heal me. My daughter is only 5 years old and I got her only after 9 years of marriage. I finally conceive after years of treatments. I want to give her my best motherhood. Please, if you come across this, pray for me no matter what religion you are.
Sunday, 7 November 2010
Met my sister
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Kuala Lumpur isn't that busy last Friday because it was Deepavali. A celebration celebrated by Hindus and in Malaysia it is a Public Holiday. So, I guess many citizens chose to stay back home and another half must have been in the hypermarkets busying themselves.
My sister served lots of food and it was really a temptation for a diabetic me. Fortunately she understands and I managed to stick to my not that strict diet. But mind you. I will never say no to curry. My favourite food!
While in Kuala Lumpur, I managed to take some snapshots for your eyes. Hope you'll like it.
Thursday, 4 November 2010
Police recruits
Today, I saw some police recruits in the hospital doing medical check - ups. About ten of them. When asked, they are all around 19 to 20 years of age. I feel proud that there are taking the challenge. To have a job in the young age is considered very lucky nowadays. I hope they are counting their blessings and would appreciate their job. Many of their friends might still be pursuing their study and uncertain of their future yet.
Sunday, 31 October 2010
Joint aches
How can I explain the pain? It sometimes feel like as if my fingers and palm are being continously poked with needle. My joints felt like they have swollen and the skin are so tight. I apply Yoko Yoko for a relief but it is just for a few minutes.
As an obese I always have problems with my knees and legs but never yet my fingers. This is something new and I am wondering what is wrong with me. Is this some kind of a clue to some other illness? oh! I pray that it is nothing serious. If you out there have any experience whatsoever, please advice me. Thanks.
Saturday, 30 October 2010
Cowboy Town - A Famosa Resort Malacca, Malaysia
Hello, everyone out there. I promised to share my holiday to A Famosa Resort Malacca, right. I did remember! Phey, it was such a memorable holiday. I forgot everything back home and put my heart in this resort so that my whole family got to enjoy themselves too.
We arrived at the resort at 12.00 noon in the rain. Afraid that it might rain tomorrow and the day after, we decided to enter the waterpark as soon as the rain stops. It actually stopped and we entered the waterpark at 4.00pm till 6.00pm. I enjoyed being in the human made sea. My daughter really love it.
At 8.30pm, we make our way to cowboy town. The carnival had just started. With the red indians playing with fire, big white rats crossing the roads on the rope, galloping horses with cowboys, running away sexy ducks, cowgirls dancing, stilt walking clowns, big breasted clowns, firecrackers show and much more to amaze us all that I can see my daughter actually just opened her mouth, I guess, amazed.
The next day, we head for the animal safari. The journey in the lorry get us nearer to the wild beasts. I can see clearer how rich their fur are. We also get to watch wild wild west in the animal safari. The shootings and acting once again amazed my daughter.
Sorry, I don't want to describe everything in detail. You must visit it yourself to enjoy it. All I can say, it's worth it. I will cherish it and may visit this resort again with my mother next time.
We arrived at the resort at 12.00 noon in the rain. Afraid that it might rain tomorrow and the day after, we decided to enter the waterpark as soon as the rain stops. It actually stopped and we entered the waterpark at 4.00pm till 6.00pm. I enjoyed being in the human made sea. My daughter really love it.
At 8.30pm, we make our way to cowboy town. The carnival had just started. With the red indians playing with fire, big white rats crossing the roads on the rope, galloping horses with cowboys, running away sexy ducks, cowgirls dancing, stilt walking clowns, big breasted clowns, firecrackers show and much more to amaze us all that I can see my daughter actually just opened her mouth, I guess, amazed.
The next day, we head for the animal safari. The journey in the lorry get us nearer to the wild beasts. I can see clearer how rich their fur are. We also get to watch wild wild west in the animal safari. The shootings and acting once again amazed my daughter.
Sorry, I don't want to describe everything in detail. You must visit it yourself to enjoy it. All I can say, it's worth it. I will cherish it and may visit this resort again with my mother next time.
Saturday, 16 October 2010
A Famosa Resort, Malacca
In 1 week time, I'm going for holiday to A Famosa Resort , Malacca, Malaysia. This will me my first time and I am so anxious about it. I hope that it will meet my expectations of an exciting holiday. This time around we are celebrating my daughter's 5th birthday. I do hope she'll enjoy herself.
Mu hubby had book a 3 days 2 nights package which includes accomondation, tickets to Animal Safari, Waterworld and Cowboy Town. It had been a long time since we've last go for holiday. I wish for my daughter's well being and hope she will be blessed with lots of love and joy.
Mu hubby had book a 3 days 2 nights package which includes accomondation, tickets to Animal Safari, Waterworld and Cowboy Town. It had been a long time since we've last go for holiday. I wish for my daughter's well being and hope she will be blessed with lots of love and joy.
Thursday, 14 October 2010
Infertility - sharing
How long have you been married? 2 years, 5 years or even 10 years? Please, those are just numbers counted to disgrace yourself out of self pity. Did you ever count how many of these years you have survived the marriage with lots of ups and downs?
I was married for 9 years before I ever got pregnant. Not a single abortion or pregnancy in between the years. Always had been infertile with no proper menstrual pattern since teenager. Once I bled a lot, my mother thought I got naughty with a boy. Mmm.. she took me to a private clinic for treatment. I hope the doctor gave the correct diagnosis because I never care to ask. Just a teenager with nothing to hide.
But I had a very interesting life with my hubby. Sometimes we do argue but we never touch the sensitive issue like being infertile or even obese.
I take the initiative to the fertility clinic out of pity of him. Fortunately, the gynaecologist and staffs are very helpful and understanding that I followed every instruction given. All these supported me into getting pregnant. It was not an easy task anyway. It took me nearly a year of treatments with sometimes there are times I can't bear the medication before I got pregnant.
My hubby said, if we were meant to be childless it's already our destiny. When we conceived I felt that it must have been the prayers and hopes of all the people around me.
So, you out there, live your life the fullest. With child or not everyone deserves to be happy and blessed.
I was married for 9 years before I ever got pregnant. Not a single abortion or pregnancy in between the years. Always had been infertile with no proper menstrual pattern since teenager. Once I bled a lot, my mother thought I got naughty with a boy. Mmm.. she took me to a private clinic for treatment. I hope the doctor gave the correct diagnosis because I never care to ask. Just a teenager with nothing to hide.
But I had a very interesting life with my hubby. Sometimes we do argue but we never touch the sensitive issue like being infertile or even obese.
I take the initiative to the fertility clinic out of pity of him. Fortunately, the gynaecologist and staffs are very helpful and understanding that I followed every instruction given. All these supported me into getting pregnant. It was not an easy task anyway. It took me nearly a year of treatments with sometimes there are times I can't bear the medication before I got pregnant.
My hubby said, if we were meant to be childless it's already our destiny. When we conceived I felt that it must have been the prayers and hopes of all the people around me.
So, you out there, live your life the fullest. With child or not everyone deserves to be happy and blessed.
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